Tuesday, October 21, 2008

nowhere in the crowd

thousand of times, i look out of the window ( of my own thoughts) and start looking for myself.. and wonder where i am in the crowd...i turned around, looked here and there, yet didn't find myself...
i am not competitive, yet a follower..i am not experienced, yet a teacher, thus i am glad that i am me and this made me realize because of few considerable reasons i am not the part of the crowd that is why i am lost in the crowd :)

2 comments:

DEB SEN said...

We all are lost in the crowd of the journey of our lives. Here We dont know where to go....here we dont know what do we wnat. In that crowd everyone is alone....But lives get a reason to smile when we turn around and find someone to smile with us :)

Ranjan said...

it's true.. loneliness is not what we long for but even in a crowd we can feel as lost and as lonely as in our own company.. and when we know we do not belong in the crowd it is all too consuming a feeling.. it is only our acceptance of us being different among the crowd that gives us the strength to move along even in the crowd that alienates us..